You and I

After everything we've been through, I still look at you with the same feeling just like our first.


July 19th 2012 :

1st Confession

The first time when you said that you love me. After the long time we took together, and both of us feel the same way.
I finally answered, "I love you too."
:"p

September 13th 2012 :

My birthday

You ignored me that day :'(
You kept yourself apart from me, and did something that you said "making me jealous" :p
I don't even know if that succeed or not, but I really hate to be ignored.
So I also kept shutting mouth and didn't want talking to you too much.

My friend also tried their best to heated me up.
How you tried to spinned out time when we went home, so my friends had so much time to prepare the surprise.
But truthfully, I already knew something was going wrong with you guys :p
So when I got the surprise, I am not that surprised.

But after all that day, I was really happy.
:')

And you said this day gonna be 'our day' when we start our relationship. And all start from this day.



September 14th 2012

My Birthday Party

You said that you wouldn't come at my birthday party.
But I also felt something's wrong with that :p
Later, I was still waiting for you to come.
And then you came, with hands full of balloons. Seems so weird :p
After that, you gave me a lovely necklace with our name on it.
I love it <3

27th October 2012 :

Our first date :p

It's really my special day <3
I still clearly remember that day. You started dizzy because you didn't really like crowded place.
You hold my hand for the first time and said that it made you so much better.
:p
And we took our picture at the photobox with awkward pose.
:D
The conclusion for the date = Totally awkward!
I didn't know what to do and where to go, so even you.
We're not that close yet. So we still feel the 'ice' between us.
But I love that day, because I was there with you.

4th February 2013 :

It's your birthday.

When you were at my home, I tried to give you surprise.
I said that I gotta go to toilet.
But I went to backdoor take the cake that my friend had sent.
I brought the cake, and came in from the front door to where you were.
You smiled and laughed, you said that you already knew about the surprise.
Seems like not a surprise at all, because of you! -___-

There are so much memories of us that can't be mentioned one by one.

Because those all are sweets and unforgettable.

And after all of this moment.

9 months we have through it all.

I still love you.

Do you remember those moments pig?

Because I won't forget it all <3

Happy 9 months piggg :* ({})

Love

Clara

*btw, it's my 13th post. Coincidence? I think not :p

Taylor's Song Quotes

I found it from my draft, and it's still unpublished :p



So I finished this. Hope you guys like it :)

No doubt, Taylor Swift is one of my favorite female singer.

I love all of her songs. She's talented, beautiful and loveable.


So I write down the quote from her songs that I love the most. Enjoy it! 

Hope these quotes are also your favorite one <3

"All I think about is how to make you think of me. And everything that we could be." - Invisible


"If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on. I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone." - If This Was a Movie


"All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss" - Last Kiss


"All you are is mean. All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life." - Mean


"You are the best thing that's ever been mine." - Mine


"To you, everything's funny. You got nothing to regret. I'd give all I have, honey. If you could stay like that." - Never Grow Up


"I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone." - Never Grow Up


"I won't let nobody hurt you. Won't let no one break your heart. No, no one will desert you. Just try to never grow up." - Never Grow Up


"I can't take my eyes off of you. I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you" - Superstar


"If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right." - Back to December


"Just as long as your mine. I'll be your everything tonight." - Beautiful Eyes


"Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything. And everybody believed in you?" - Innocent


"So don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours." - Ours


" 'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart." - Teardrops on My Guitar


"The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the time taken up but there's never enough and he's all that I need to fall into."  - Teardrops on My Guitar


"You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day" - Tell Me Why


"I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how. I've never heard silence quite this loud." - The Story of Us


"You're so in love that you act insane and that's the way I loved you." - The Way I Loved You


"I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you." - The Way I Loved You


"And you can tell me that you're sorry  but I don't believe you baby like I did before you're not sorry." - You're not Sorry




Love,



Clara <3

Back! (Again)

Helloooooooo, do you guys miss me as much as I miss to write something in here?



"Me neither"


After these few months past I never even remember that I have a blog that needs to be updated.

Just like the other last year student of senior high school, I did the national exam which is started at April 15. Maybe this is also the reason I forgot everything and focus at only one thing, studying!

Hmm, it also means I have been enjoying about 3 weeks of vacation that makes me feel like everyday is a weekend.


After retiring from this blog for months, maybe there are some moments that I can share from the last year, 2012. The 2013 moments maybe will be shared at the next post :p

Best moment of the year is .......



My Sweet 17 Birthday!

Yey, I'm going older!

Just like the quote that I ever tweeted at my birthday.

ok, that's totally wrong -_-
hahaha.

That's not a point of being 17.


The point of being 17 is as the 17 you will take the step by yourself, being independence and start to make your own decision. Because now life is on your responsibility. In your age of maturity you have to change your childish habit and think wisely before doing and saying. Because life will be harder from now.



I got so much surprises from friends and also *ehem* my crush (he was still my crush at that time).

I celebrated my birthday at Moi Garden with my close friends.  But it doesn't mean that uninvited person is not my friend :p

I was helped so much by my friend Michele and also the nicest photographer ever, Leon.
The rundown was not ran as what we have prepared, but at least it's being my best memory of birthday.

So here they are :)

 

Gegana XII IPS-2

With Michele :D

At the end of the year, I went back to my hometown Pontianak for the holiday.

There are also many experiences to be shared!


I'll save it for the next post :p


See ya!


Love,



Clara <3

Giveaway Dilema - #DilemaKuis

"I'm not an expert on writing or blogging like Alvi Syahrin, but I'll try my best to get what I really want. I want Dilema! :D"

Alasan-alasan kenapa aku ingin membaca dilema :

First

Pertama kali tahu Dilema itu dari penulis nya sendiri Alvi Syahrin.

Tahu bahwa buku itu adalah hasil karya dari Kak Alvi saja aku udah excited.

I know he's a good writer from his blog.
And also from his blog I know that he has 'the class' of what he wrote.

Second

Covernya unik, klasik dan sederhana dan elegan.

People said : " Don't judge a book by its cover"

But am I wrong if I judge that Dilema is such an epic book?

I want it so bad! :D

Third

I love his blog!

Dan itu yang membuat aku yakin kalau buku Dilema ini akan sebagus tulisan-tulisan Kak Alvi di blog nya.

Terlebih lagi sinopsis singkat di bagian belakang bukunya yang super-duper misterius.

(Click to enlarge the picture)

Saat melihat untuk pertama kalinya aku sudah penasaran banget. It made a lot of questions on my mind.

"Cinta segitiga?"

"Apakah cinta segitiga disini seperti cinta segitiga pada umumnya, akan ada yang mengalah dan tersakiti?"

"Siapa?"

"Kenapa Tuhan tak pernah membiarkan kita kesepian?"

"Apa makna bunga matahari dan ketiga burung di covernya?"

"Kenapa burung yang satunya terbang meninggalkan kedua temannya?"


Pertanyaan-pertanyaan ini hanya bisa terjawab setelah aku membaca dilema.





That's all the reason why I want to win this quiz :D


Yeah, to get Dilema. Special with the signature from its writer :D

Dan walaupun gak menang, setidaknya Kak Alvi bisa tahu kalau aku suka blognyaa :3




Tapi semoga bisa menanggggggggggg :D




Love,


Clara

Sunday - London 2012

Holaaaaaaa.


Sebenarnya aku mau ngeblog buat review lagu waktu satnite kemaren. Tapi berhubung kemaren nya nggak sempat. (Satnite's hang out :p) Kemungkinan bakal aku tunda minggu depan. Jadi aku nggak bakal nulis apa-apa minggu ini.


"Katanya nggak nulis apa-apa, terus kenapa ada post ini?"




Umm, sebenarnya post ini sengaja aku buat cuma untuk nambah-nambah jumlah posting bulan ini. Biar keliatan kalo udah nulis banyak gitu.

Huahahahahaha.


But anyway I have something to share, minggu-minggu ini banyak banget orang yang heboh sama London 2012.

Sejujurnya, awalnya aku nggak tau itu apa -_____-

Poor me.

Tahu pun juga gara-gara di 9GAG ada post tentang logo London 2012 yang memang random. But I don't give a f**k about it.

Here's the post

That awkward moment is when you were watching television, saw the London 2012 logo, and you just smiled then talked to yourself "I see what you did there, Bart" *true story*


It happened to me :|

I never know that I will see this random logo on television. Most of children use their time to watch television. If they see the logo and realize that's the character of their favorite cartoon, It will ruin their childhood forever.  Kyaaaaaaaaaa.


Umm, It doesn't have possibility to be happened, guys? *bad poker face*

Or is it just me who think like this?

I can't be the only one, right? -__-


*case closed*



I don't like sport.

Maybe this is the reason why I don't like watch the olympics.

I don't care if people say that I'm hipster because I don't follow any updates of London 2012.


You know, Likers Gonna Like and Haters Gonna Hate.


Such an old quote but it means deep to me.

Not everyone likes what you like.


But for this time, I have someone who feels what I feel.

He's Ryan Higa!

If you don't believe what I say, you can watch his statement by yourself :p

TEE-HEE

Maybe that's all for this week.


I really hope that I can post something again next week.


See ya!


Love,

Clara

I'm Back! :D

Terakhir kali ngepost itu 11 Desember 2011. Kalau dihitung-hitung itu berarti udah sekitar 7 bulanan. Cukup lama juga yaaa.

Sebenarnya kalau mau dibilang sibuk juga nggak sibuk-sibuk banget. Tapi selalu aja ada yang bikin nggak sempat buat nge-blog lagi. Alasan-alasannya :


1. Pulang Kampung


Bulan Desember tahun lalu aku pulang ke Pontianak, setelah satu setengah tahunan nggak pulang. Gara-gara ini juga aku jadi nggak ikut kegiatan Mother's Day *sigh*
Tapi semua itu terobati karena aku bisa ketemu dengan si empu nya hari Mother's Day :)

Yeah, I met my mom :')

Event Mother's Day

2.  Karya Tulis

Pulang dari Pontianak mulai sibuk-sibuk sama yang namanya "Karya Tulis"

Sempat stress juga selama beberapa bulan, karena bisa dibilang kelompok ku agak telat nyelesaiin karya tulis nya. Sampai tiba akhirnya 'The Judgement Day' and everything went better than expected! :)
Akhirnya karya tulis selesai diadili dan tinggal revisi-revisi dari kesalahan yang ada.

Ujian Karya Tulis

3. LDKS OSIS !!!

Walaupun bisa dibilang LDKS kami diadakan agak 'telat' tapi itu tidak menyurutkan sedikitpun antusiasku :D

LDKS (Latihan Dasar Kepemimpinan Siswa) kami diadakan di Pacet, Mojokerto selama 2 hari 1 malam. Banyak pelajaran yang aku dapatin disana dan banyak kejadian yang nggak mengenakkan juga *sigh*
Mulai dari dari deg-degan gara-gara jurit malam, udah doa bersama hampir 4 kali dan aku komat-kamit sendiri ntah berapa kali.
Ternyata cuma boongan -_____- *krik-krik*
Trus dilempari ke kolam pagi-pagi, bayangin aja airnya dingin kayak apa.

Walaupun gitu LDKS ini seruuuuuuu :)

4. 9GAG

My heart, my soul and my time are all taken away by something. It owns my soul and being the new part of my life.

9GAG

Bisa dibilang dari tahun 2011 lalu, aku internet-an cuma buat buka 9GAG. I'm addicted! Banyak banget hal lucu, ilmu, informasi, the latest news, new slangs, etc yang aku dapatin dari sini. 9GAG udah bawa banyak banget perubahan buat aku.

Thanks for making my life becomes the wonderful one! :)

9GAG the easiest way to have fun!

5. Magang Kerja

Kelas XI berarti akan ada yang namanya magang. Nyari pekerjaan di suatu tempat atau perusahaan trus bekerja disana selama 2 minggu.

Kebetulan magang kerja ku dilakukan di sekolah. Tepatnya di lab komputer sekolah :p

Aku magang di divisi marketing YPPI hanya 10 hari. Tapi tentunya pengalaman ini unforgettable buat aku. Hari pertama magang sempat membuat aku frustasi. Padahal kerjaan nya cukup ringan, cuma input data. Namun hari ke hari magang nya berjalan dengan santai. Aku nggak lagi maksain diri buat menjadi yang terbaik. Yang aku fokusin cuma bagaimana pekerjaan ku bisa aku lakukan sebaik-baiknya, walau aku gak mungkin bisa jadi yang tercepat atau nomor satu. 

"At least, I've tried my best."

Cuma itu yang aku pikirin. Tapi lagi-lagi everything went better than expected! Proposal dan presentasi ku mendapat respon positif dari pihak marketing YPPI. And I just can thank God for everything.

Tim Magang YPPI

My Event Proposal

NB : Sempat diprotes juga sama orang marketing karena dandanan ku yang agak 'nyentrik' :D

But I love that beads bandana! Anyway, that's handmade. Itu dibuat sama teman-temanku dari sisa manik untuk praktik wirausaha. 

I still save my 'confident booster' till now :)

6. My Last Year :')

Menginjak kelas XII, ini berarti tahun terakhir di SMA :)

Sekarang sih belum kerasa sibuk-sibuknya persiapan menjelang UNAS. Mungkin beberapa bulan lagi persiapan 'perang' ini kan dimulai.

Waktu kami hanya tinggal 8 bulan lagi sebelum UNAS. Aku gak berani count down. Takutnya malah makin kepikiran.

Banyak dari anak-anak dikelasku yang bilang, "Mau menjadi pribadi yang baru" Termasuk aku :p

*padahal yo pancet ae*

Semoga kami semua bisa lulus 100% dengan nilai yang memuaskan. Seperti semboyan kami, mlebu'e bareng  metu'e yo bareng.
Kami masuk SMA bersama-sama, bahkan sebagian besar dari mereka sudah menjadi teman sekelasku dari kelas X. They are more than just friends. They are my big family and I love them :') *peluk satu-satu*

Semoga tahun terakhir kami di SMA akan menjadi tahun yang paling tak terlupakan! Amin O:)

Kelas X

Kelas XI

Dan semoga aku bisa ngepost lagi.

Next time :)

Be grateful of everything, guys!

Love,

Clara

Saturday Sundae~

Holaaaaaaaa :)

Hari ini lagi males nulis yang serius, jadi post kali ini lebih ke curhatan aja -_____-

"Kenapa judul blog nya saturday sundae?"
"Apa karna saturday ini aku makan sundae?"
"Apa karna harga sundae turun drastis?
"Apa aku jomblo single?"

err,
Sebenarnya itu plesetan dari Sunday, rencananya aku mau nyeritain kegiatan aku selama weekend ini.

"Trus kenapa sundae?"

nggak tau, biar keren aja gitu. muahahahahahaha.

Saturday <3 :

Sabtu ini seperti orang penting pada umum nya aku dirumah aja.

Nothing special.

malemnya Chatting sama orang-yang-udah-pacar-tapi-tiap-malming-selalu-kesepian-karena-pacarannya-kaya-pasangan-LDR.

penampakan nya :

Nggak punya poto lain, cuma ada itu. pesbuk nya di protect dengan sangat ketat seketat stocking *ala silet*

-_______-

dan namanya adalah. . .

*jreng-jreng*

RANI!!

aku berpikir kenapa naas sekali hidupku harus melewatkan satnite indah dengan pacar orang. 

*nelen air mata*

yah setelah chatting ngalor ngidul akhirnya aku off trus nonton indigo.


Gara-gara nonton itu aku nggak bisa tidur,

serem abis -______-

Anak indigo episode ini udah bisa liat penampakan dari masih kecil banget. Yang bikin aku paling takut itu waktu dia bilang kalo orang yang udah mau meninggal itu pasti diikuti sama malaikat pencabut nyawa 3 hari berturut-turut.


aku merinding sampe berkali-kali -______-

akhirnya abis jam 2 dan aku maksa buat tidur.


Sebenarnya udah ngantuk abis, tapi nggak berani merem. Ntah kenapa, padahal aku biasanya nggak takut sama yang gitu-gituan.


tapi akhirnya ketiduran jugaaa!~

Sunday <3 :

Berhubung pembantu ku pulang kampung (lagi), hari minggu ini aku habiskan dengan jadi pembokat sehari.

Pagi-pagi udah disuruh masak, padahal aku nggak bisa masak.

Menu tanpa pembantu hari ini adalah,

*jreng-jreng*

Sarden -_____-

Kenapaa?

Karena sarden praktis, tinggal cemplung jadi deh.

Jadi pagi ini muka ku udeh kaya Amira abis ditabok sama Pak Prabu.

mata sepet, nangis-nangis pula gara-gara motong bawang.

masak gitu aja ternyata butuh waktu 2 jam. Ya Tuhan.

dan rasanya juga nggak enak-enak amat, karena aku masukin gula 2 sendok.

#JanganTanyakanMengapa

*sepertinya Le Cordon Bleu masih sangat jauh karena kenyataan pahit ini*

kesialan ku bertambah karna tangan ku keiris kertas.

Ya, saudara-saudara, KERTAS!

gak ngerti juga gimana caranya.

"Kertas tipis bisa menjadi pisau yang tajam jika ia berada di kondisi yang tidak tepat" - Clara Swan - Tuilet.

Siangnya aku bersih-bersih kamar, aku paling males yang ini.

Soalnya aku sadar banget keindahan kamar ku kek apa.

-________-

Cerita yang ini agak tidak berprikehewanan.

Jadi aku punya anjing (bukan anjing ku juga sih sebenarnya) namanya Jacky(panggilan nya jeki -_____-)

Dia itu jelek banget kalo dibandingin anjing ku sebelum nya si Kiko yang udah mati 4-5 bulan lalu.

#PrayForKiko

Nah si jeki ini suka nya nempel-nempel mulu.

Kalo ditinggal sendirian suka nangis, gak malu sama ukuran badan dia nya.

Jadi pas aku lagi bersih-bersih tipi, hiasan di atas nya jatuh.

Males mau ngambil, soalnya jatuh di kolong.

Sempet mikir gini mau bilang gini,

"Kalo yang ambil cowok akan aku jadiin suami, kalo yang ambil cewek dijadiin sodara."

pas nengok ke belakang ternyata yang ada cuma si jeki.

gak jadi ngomong!

gila aja nanti kalo nanti bakalan ada sangkuriang part 2 -________-

trus abis itu lanjut bersih-bersih,

hiasan nya jatuh lagi.

jatuh nya pas di tempat minum nya si jeki.

*pura-pura nggak tau*

kayanya aku emang nggak bakat jadi pembokat deh -________-

mungkin aku harus memikirkan alternatif lain kek jadi tukang cendol ato tukang bakso.

*amit-amit*

Yahh, sepertinya aku masih harus banyak belajar untuk pekerjaan semacam ini.

the next housewife!

-_______-

see ya in the next post!

Love,

Clara.