You and I

After everything we've been through, I still look at you with the same feeling just like our first.


July 19th 2012 :

1st Confession

The first time when you said that you love me. After the long time we took together, and both of us feel the same way.
I finally answered, "I love you too."
:"p

September 13th 2012 :

My birthday

You ignored me that day :'(
You kept yourself apart from me, and did something that you said "making me jealous" :p
I don't even know if that succeed or not, but I really hate to be ignored.
So I also kept shutting mouth and didn't want talking to you too much.

My friend also tried their best to heated me up.
How you tried to spinned out time when we went home, so my friends had so much time to prepare the surprise.
But truthfully, I already knew something was going wrong with you guys :p
So when I got the surprise, I am not that surprised.

But after all that day, I was really happy.
:')

And you said this day gonna be 'our day' when we start our relationship. And all start from this day.



September 14th 2012

My Birthday Party

You said that you wouldn't come at my birthday party.
But I also felt something's wrong with that :p
Later, I was still waiting for you to come.
And then you came, with hands full of balloons. Seems so weird :p
After that, you gave me a lovely necklace with our name on it.
I love it <3

27th October 2012 :

Our first date :p

It's really my special day <3
I still clearly remember that day. You started dizzy because you didn't really like crowded place.
You hold my hand for the first time and said that it made you so much better.
:p
And we took our picture at the photobox with awkward pose.
:D
The conclusion for the date = Totally awkward!
I didn't know what to do and where to go, so even you.
We're not that close yet. So we still feel the 'ice' between us.
But I love that day, because I was there with you.

4th February 2013 :

It's your birthday.

When you were at my home, I tried to give you surprise.
I said that I gotta go to toilet.
But I went to backdoor take the cake that my friend had sent.
I brought the cake, and came in from the front door to where you were.
You smiled and laughed, you said that you already knew about the surprise.
Seems like not a surprise at all, because of you! -___-

There are so much memories of us that can't be mentioned one by one.

Because those all are sweets and unforgettable.

And after all of this moment.

9 months we have through it all.

I still love you.

Do you remember those moments pig?

Because I won't forget it all <3

Happy 9 months piggg :* ({})

Love

Clara

*btw, it's my 13th post. Coincidence? I think not :p

Taylor's Song Quotes

I found it from my draft, and it's still unpublished :p



So I finished this. Hope you guys like it :)

No doubt, Taylor Swift is one of my favorite female singer.

I love all of her songs. She's talented, beautiful and loveable.


So I write down the quote from her songs that I love the most. Enjoy it! 

Hope these quotes are also your favorite one <3

"All I think about is how to make you think of me. And everything that we could be." - Invisible


"If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on. I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone." - If This Was a Movie


"All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss" - Last Kiss


"All you are is mean. All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life." - Mean


"You are the best thing that's ever been mine." - Mine


"To you, everything's funny. You got nothing to regret. I'd give all I have, honey. If you could stay like that." - Never Grow Up


"I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone." - Never Grow Up


"I won't let nobody hurt you. Won't let no one break your heart. No, no one will desert you. Just try to never grow up." - Never Grow Up


"I can't take my eyes off of you. I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you" - Superstar


"If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right." - Back to December


"Just as long as your mine. I'll be your everything tonight." - Beautiful Eyes


"Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything. And everybody believed in you?" - Innocent


"So don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours." - Ours


" 'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart." - Teardrops on My Guitar


"The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the time taken up but there's never enough and he's all that I need to fall into."  - Teardrops on My Guitar


"You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day" - Tell Me Why


"I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how. I've never heard silence quite this loud." - The Story of Us


"You're so in love that you act insane and that's the way I loved you." - The Way I Loved You


"I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you." - The Way I Loved You


"And you can tell me that you're sorry  but I don't believe you baby like I did before you're not sorry." - You're not Sorry




Love,



Clara <3

Back! (Again)

Helloooooooo, do you guys miss me as much as I miss to write something in here?



"Me neither"


After these few months past I never even remember that I have a blog that needs to be updated.

Just like the other last year student of senior high school, I did the national exam which is started at April 15. Maybe this is also the reason I forgot everything and focus at only one thing, studying!

Hmm, it also means I have been enjoying about 3 weeks of vacation that makes me feel like everyday is a weekend.


After retiring from this blog for months, maybe there are some moments that I can share from the last year, 2012. The 2013 moments maybe will be shared at the next post :p

Best moment of the year is .......



My Sweet 17 Birthday!

Yey, I'm going older!

Just like the quote that I ever tweeted at my birthday.

ok, that's totally wrong -_-
hahaha.

That's not a point of being 17.


The point of being 17 is as the 17 you will take the step by yourself, being independence and start to make your own decision. Because now life is on your responsibility. In your age of maturity you have to change your childish habit and think wisely before doing and saying. Because life will be harder from now.



I got so much surprises from friends and also *ehem* my crush (he was still my crush at that time).

I celebrated my birthday at Moi Garden with my close friends.  But it doesn't mean that uninvited person is not my friend :p

I was helped so much by my friend Michele and also the nicest photographer ever, Leon.
The rundown was not ran as what we have prepared, but at least it's being my best memory of birthday.

So here they are :)

 

Gegana XII IPS-2

With Michele :D

At the end of the year, I went back to my hometown Pontianak for the holiday.

There are also many experiences to be shared!


I'll save it for the next post :p


See ya!


Love,



Clara <3